Kevin in NAMIBIA

Friday, November 30, 2007

A Surprising Turn of Events for World AIDS Day...

On Wednesday morning I had my day planned out. I was going to visit my aunt and start some web design work. Just as I was getting my day going after a leisurely breakfast at the City Cafe I received a call from the Associated Press wanting to interview me about my work in Namibia. I thought this was rather odd considering I have been back home for a while but then it became more clear why there was a sudden interest in my travels this past summer.
Apparently, President Bush has decided to visit Calvary United Methodist Church to commemorate World AIDS Day. Calvary UMC has helped support Children of Zion Village both financially and by sending volunteers like myself. Apparently, reporters started calling the church but those that work at the church were under directions from the White House to say little about the event. I, however, was not invited to the event and thus not being under any restrictions soon found myself being interviewed by the AP and some other papers.
Today, I found my face on many websites around the world and in print. I even found my face next to articles that had nothing to do with me! A few photos I had taken in Namibia were also posted on the AP wire. (So far I found them on several websites including Yahoo and some site that I think is in Portuguese.)
World AIDS Day brings a lot of attention to the Global AIDS crisis every year. There are ceremonies, speeches, and a media blitz that I have been quite involved with this time around. While I am very excited that the media spotlight will focus on the orphanage, the important work they are doing, and the AIDS epidemic in general I hope it is not a one-day event, soon lost in the 24-hour news cycle. The children that I worked with who were HIV positive and anyone who has the disease doesn't live with it for one news cycle but lives with it everyday.
This brings me to an important point I would like to make. I would like to emphasis that the kids I worked with who happened to be infected with the disease were living vibrant lives like any healthy child. We are often left with an impression that children living in impoverished countries and infected with HIV are totally consumed with the disease and have little to offer. This could not be farther from the truth.
I have managed to work with literally thousands of kids in my relatively short teaching career. Of all the groups of kids I have worked with I have been most inspired by the kids at Children of Zion Village. I can attest from my own personal experience that supporting the fight against HIV/AIDS is not simply about saving lives for the sake of saving lives but is an important fight to save the lives of valuable and important individuals.

Click here to read the AP article.
Click here to read the Baltimore Sun article.
Click here to read the Frederick News-Post article.

Friday, October 26, 2007

Looking to the Furture...

I wrote this for a church news letter when I returned. I decided I'd put it up as a bit of reflection after being back in the states.


When a child is born in Namibia they are brought into a world of few opportunities and a future of hardship. One in twelve will die during infancy, about one fourth will be orphaned, few will receive an education pass the elementary level, and at least in the Caprivi Region nearly half will contract HIV/AIDS. The kids at the Children of Zion Village had become a tally mark on the paper chronicling these grim figures and had they not come to the Village they probably would have been written into other columns and rows of statistics.
There is finality to numbers. They are concrete, predictable, and we take comfort in their stability. They order our world. 2 +2 will always equal 4, π will always equal 3.14…, and when the problems people face around the world get quantified to numbers we tend to accept the inevitability of their situation. It’s in the numbers, can’t change them. When some courage is mustered and solutions are explored they seem to take on a mathematical quality as well. Add dollars, subtract despots, add medications, multiply investment, add schools, divide cultural taboos, add hospitals and the numbers will change and problems will be solved. When the numbers do not change or shift in the opposing direction we tend to think of it as an error in mathematics. Apparently, we chose the wrong formula or plugged in the wrong values.
Statistics are revealing but they do not give understanding. Behind every tally mark, decimal, and pie chart is a child. For each figure there is someone who walks, runs, climbs trees, sings songs, skips stones, draws pictures, squishes bugs, laughs, and cries. Until you meet these people and live in their community you will not understand. They will be numbers and words; they will be pixel arrays flickering on a screen or ink smudged photos in the world section; they will be characters in someone else’s story. This does not represent some sort of moral deficiency but simply how people are. Our understanding only goes as deep as our experiences. The great misunderstanding about the poor in Namibia (and the rest of the world) is that we seem them as problems to be fixed and not as people.
The people at the Children of Zion Village, the Minks, the volunteers, and the staff do not look at the kids and see problems to be fixed but see people; we see family. These kids will never receive the love of their parents again but they receive the love of everyone who passes through that village. While the kids receive better living facilities, healthcare, and education than most of the kids on the other side of the fence it is the nurturing through love and faith that separates the Village from other aid programs striving to adjust numbers. Love and faith are the most important things invested in these kids and this type of investment is what will bring solutions to the problems that face the people of Namibia. It is an investment that does not simply keep the kids alive but will give them the opportunity to choose lives. If they choose to be it these kids are the solution not because we simply fed them, clothed them, and taught them but because we loved them and believed in them.
Upon my return, I have had many people express some form of admiration to me for the sacrifices I have made to serve at the Village. I have felt that it is rather unwarranted as I do not feel that I have sacrificed anything. What I gave up here was repaid ten fold while I was at the Village. It was certainly not paid in any material sense but in love and understanding. These things are eternal and treasures that cannot be depleted. If God calls us to sacrifice it is not to demonstrate some token of belief or penance. It is because He understands where true wealth lies and wants us to partake in it.
I thank everyone who has offered their prayers and support over the past couple of months not only for me, but the kids and staff at Children of Zion Village. With out them this opportunity may not have been possible. I know I will cherish the relationships I formed and the experiences I had for the rest of my life. If any one who reads this feels called to lend their support and build a relationship with the people of this unique place I greatly encourage you to pursue that call. Who knows, maybe I will see you there.

Saturday, September 15, 2007

The Photographs are Coming...

After many hours of sitting at the computer I am starting to get my 5,000 photographs organized. I decided that rather than put them on the blog I would create some new webpages with nice slide shows. Thus far I have about thirty-some shots from my visit to Chobe National Park. I'm going to try to add another one every couple of days so keep checking in! Click on the PHOTOS link above or click here.

Tuesday, September 11, 2007

Back in the USA...

I have finally found some time to post my return to the United States. I arrived on September 6th but have had a whirlwind couple of days since then. I left Katima early in the morning on the 5th. Gary drove me about three hours to the airport in Livingstone, Zambia where I walked into my first air-conditioned room in two months. I promptly began coughing. I then flew to Johannesburg, South Africa. I wandered around the airport for some time and then boarded my plane bound for the States. I was lucky enough to not sit next to anyone and had four seats to myself for the 18 hour flight to Dulles via Dakar, Senegal.
Once I arrived at Dulles I met my teary eyed parents and sat down to breakfast and coffee. After a few hours of chatting I gave them my bags and they gave me another smaller bag. I then caught another plane to Atlanta. There I was picked up and driven to Augusta and played my part as a member of a "best-men team" for my friends' wedding. From Katima to Augusta I traveled for 41.5 hours. By the end I wasn't even tired but walked around in a sub-conscious fog. Anyone who would like to see the wedding can check it out on the Sundance Channel. My friends' planned an eco-friendly wedding. Sundance somehow got wind of this and filmed the wedding and its preparations for a documentary on eco-friendly weddings.

I hope people will continue to visit for the next couple of weeks as I post pictures and update people on some of the work I hope to do for the village here at home.

Monday, September 3, 2007

Parenting...

Four months ago when I started fundraising for this trip I tried to summarize my plans in a concise manner. This often proved difficult because I have a tendency towards verbosity.
I first explained that I was going to "Africa." I usually said "Africa" as opposed to more specifically saying "Namibia" because explaining where exactly Namibia is located on the planet often induced blank stares in people's eyes.
I then explained that I would volunteer at an "orphanage." I would say "orphanage" as opposed to "children's home" (the preferred and more appropriate term used here.) "Orphanage" was easy to say because everyone understands that children who do not have parents or people who can care for them go to orphanages and Children of Zion Village is that sort of place. Unfortunately, many orphanages are simply warehouses for children. Children of Zion Village is certainly not one of those places. "Children's home" is not simply a play with semantics but a more true reflection of the atmosphere of this place. A place where the kids feel like family and the people running it view themselves as parents.
I would then go on to tell people that I would be working as a teacher and probably pick up some odd jobs wherever I might be needed. While I did do what I anticipated what has proved more important to me, and probably to the kids as well, is what I did not anticipate.
I did not anticipate the many roles I would play for the kids. I did not know I would be their coach, counselor, and nurse. I did not know I would go clothes shopping and find tailors for them, to go grocery shopping for them, to find hairdressers for them, to be a bus driver, to take care of goats, and in short act as a parent to 55 kids. Truly, that is not only the role that the Mink's find themselves in but really any volunteer that stays here for any length of time.
Someone told me once (or maybe it was no one, or just another tidbit of wisdom that is passed around) that no one really understands their parents until they themselves are parents. My experiences in Africa have led me to believe this statement as I have begun to understand my parents at a level that I previously had not. Let me qualify what I am about to say that I am only beginning to understand my parents. Anyone who has ever met them will know that much of their behavior defies conventional understanding.
Nevertheless, as I found myself in new and difficult situations with kids I found the words of my father, my mother, my grandparents, and my aunts and uncles coming out of my mouth. I found myself working harder than I have ever had worked in my life (I have considered this statement and do not believe it is an exaggeration) not for money, grades, appreciation, or even a thank you. I worked to a level of exhaustion that only a parent would stretch themselves to because they love a child.
This is something that my parents did for my sister and I that early on I never appreciated and later never really understood. They seemed to undertake enormous amounts of stress for our benefit and I didn't feel that I warranted such effort. While it is difficult to verbalize the motivation I have begun to understand why someone would sacrifice so much of themselves for a child. Even though the children here are not actually mine and I am not actually their parent, because I lack the former and they lack the later we each fall into the roles presented us. I do not think my experience is unique but that of many of the volunteers here. 
I can only hope that while I have been here I have imparted a small bit of knowledge, presented myself as a role model, and acted in the love that these children so deserve. I will walk away not only with a broader view of the world, a deeper understanding of kids, new discoveries about myself, but also an understanding of my own parents. Well, a little bit more understanding. 

Wednesday, August 29, 2007

Funny Things Kids Say...

For all the kids here at the Village English is a second language. While they are all very proficient in English their grammar and idiomatic expressions can be entertaining. I'll list a few...
  • "Coach, are you giving us the running today?" (Nervousness before a long running practice.)
  • "Uncle Kevin, I'm having the blood!" (Someone got a paper cut.)
  • "Leave me." (A common phrase when a child is growing annoyed with one of their peers.)
  • "Haaay!" (Usually expressed in a high pitched exasperated tone. Indicates frustration or embarrassment.)
  • "My leg is having the pain." (Shameless attempt to get out of running practice.)
  • "My goat is needing the milking." (You can figure that one out.)
  • "I dun't know." (A somewhat overused phrase in my opinion.)
  • "Whaty, Thaty, etc." (Many words that end in "T" are then given an additional "Y" on the end.)
  • "Me/I" (One child has yet to fully grasp when to use the subjective versus the objective form of the first person personal pronoun. Thus they use both for all situations. Ex: "Me/I would like you to give the pencil to me/I.")
  • "See me?" (Asking to see the picture I just took of them on my camera.)
  • "This one!" (Used to refer to another person. A translation of the Lozi word "Bwena" which means you. They use it to call the attention of someone. Apparently, there is nothing impolite with saying, "Hey you!" all the time.)
 
Two humorous dialogues from the convention:
A small child is riding a tricycle back and forth in front of the window to our room. Inside, two boys are trying to get some rest.
"That one is making me crazy!"
"He's driving you crazy, you're supposed to say driving you crazy."
"How can he be driving me crazy! I'm not going anywhere! I'm trying to take a nap! He's giving me the craziness!"
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"Uncle Kevin, everytime I move my bed is having the fire!" (A child discovers static electricity.)
 
An interesting cultural note:
Stoplights are called robots. In Windhoek, there is robot on almost every corner!

Sunday, August 26, 2007

Convention Craziness & How Inspiration Comes in Small People...

After a day filled with naps I have regained enough energy to elaborate on the convention craziness that has swept the Village over the past two weeks. In case I failed to mention it earlier the convention was unexpectedly changed venues and set a new earlier starting date about a week before we were to depart. The venue changed because it had been double booked and the new venue, while more pleasant, was about another hour and half down the road. The dates were a typographical error on the notice form. Of course, we were not made aware of the error till about a week and half before departure via e-mail which we had no access to because the computers were not working. We only found out about the change because Rebecca happened to have e-mail access at the house she was staying at in Cape Town while recovering from her surgery. She relayed the message to me through Gary and a general panic ensued from there.
First, it was brought to our attention that we were missing certain forms. This convention had forms for everything. Their were judges forms (3 copies), a Progress Control Form (to document student progress?), parental notification form, health forms, sponsor forms, more judges forms, photographs of students in costume for performance events, passport photos for convention I.D.s, and name cards for all the artwork that simply restated everything that I had written several times already on the other forms. These forms were on the computers that did not work and could not be faxed to us because our fax machine is long over due for an exorcism. In addition to the forms we needed clarification on category guidelines. For each category there are about ten pages of guidelines entirely in fine print. Every minute detail is addressed and every important one is overlooked. To understand the guidelines one must first read to the A.C.E. "International" convention guidelines. Then one must note any changes to the "International" guidelines by referring to the "Republic of South Africa" guidelines. After that, one must decipher the "Namibian" convention guidelines for any additional modifications to the "International" and "Republic of South African" guidelines. Finally, one returns to the "International" guidelines because one has forgotten them at this point. For the record, I have studied Biblical Greek and memorizing noun declension was easier than deciphering these guidelines.
Given the need for these guidelines and my total lack of technology to acquire them I spent the next couple days at the tourist office furiously e-mailing, downloading, and faxing the remaining items needed to complete our registration. In the midst of doing this I had to juggle everything needed to finish the kids entries and teach the class that I have been working with the past month and a half. As I have already detailed, I was working with the kids in soccer and track events. I also helped six kids with entries in art and photography, gave some long jumping advice, and assisted Katie in preparing two dance numbers. Many trips were made to town to finalize everything that was needed.
Some of these trips included going to the open air market to find a tailor named Professor. He was able to do a speedy job on making dance costumes, flags, and hemming pants. Our girls also sat at the market for an entire afternoon getting their hair corn-rowed. Every Namibian woman proclaims their hairdressing skills but, as demonstrated on the girls scalps, talents vary in both execution and speed.
Additional trips were made to the "sandy mall," so named because it is laid out like a mall except their is no roof over the hallways and a sandy road in place of a floor. I scoured the "China shops" (Namibian Wal-Marts stocked with goods to cheap for export anywhere else) for a tie and presentable clothing as detailed in "International" Convention Guidelines section II-4. After finding some shirts with all the buttons I set out to complete my kids entries.
I was lucky enough to find a photography shop that had an Epson ink-jet and could print decent A4 size prints. I was also able to purchase matboard at this location. Now in Namibia, any sort of high quality cardboard passes as matboard as long as one spray paints it a nice color. I refused to do this as it represented everything unholy that I had learned in art school. Of course, my solution was only mildly better. Armed with nothing more than "really nice" cardboard, white pastel paper, a glue stick, a dull box cutter, and a 12" ruler (for a 16" mat) I managed to create a presentable display. (As long as no one looked to closely.) With "Namibian" guideline VII-23b completed at sometime around eleven o'clock in the evening, soccer and school uniforms packed, costumes ready, and the kids packed and in bed I set out to fill my suitcase for our early morning departure.
 
I have already told the story of our fateful driving experience so I will fast forward to the actual convention...
 
We arrived at the Out of Nature Restcamp where the convention was to be held well with in the scheduled registration time. Unbeknownst to us, an executive decision had been made to schedule many things during registration time that we were apparently already late for. After two days of rough driving we hurried the kids into their school uniforms and I began to complete yet another set of forms detailing information that I believe I had already given them. (Namibia was once a German colony and I attribute the copious record keeping as a cultural inheritance.) The adults received their judging assignments and I carried back to my room a box full of binders detailing yet more judging guidelines.
The next morning we started the athletic competitions. Due to a lower than expected turn-out and last minute cancellations the competition was a little thin. My boys were the only ones signed up for the distance running events. Nevertheless, they all beat their best practice times by more than twenty seconds and despite their 11-13 age range they were running at paces that 14-15 year olds run back in the States. Our girls had a fair amount of competition but still brought home many gold and silver medals! Their races were quite exciting to watch and their perseverance and practice was well rewarded.
Due to the low turnout we ended up being the only school to organize a soccer team. This was deeply disappointing to me as we had practiced very hard for it and the boys were very excited to show off the uniforms that we had donated from the States. Luckily, a championship game was organized for us to play an "All-Star" team made up of boys from the other schools. We traveled a short distance down the road to a soccer field at a local school. Along the way I missed the turnoff and was forced to make a three point turn that ended badly for the Quantum's bumper. (Check memo line: Kevin/Poor Quantum) Upon arriving at the field the game started with our boys moving the ball effortlessly through the opposing team's defenses. By half time we had racked up six goals and left the opposing team, made up of mostly Afrikaners, with faces as red as the Windhoek dirt. Out of sympathy for the poor boys and a desire to see my kids challenged we invited some villagers who had gathered to watch the game to join in for the second half. The second half was far more interesting and evenly matched. Despite giving up some last minute goals the Zion boys managed to hold on to the lead and bring home a gold medal.
The other days of the convention I spent several hours judging the art and photography entries. I was surprised at the level of the artwork I saw and gave high marks to most of the entries. Our kids did well in Photography and won the Watercolor division. I was very proud of their performance given that they had nearly set their pencils and brushes on fire trying to complete their work in about a week and a half while the other kids (as noted on their Progress Control Form) had spent several weeks if not months working. Speaking of forms, I would like to note that we were the only school that actually had all the needed forms complete and present at time of judging. After everything I went through to complete them I was rather liberal with my deductions for those who lacked them.
The talk of the convention, however, was our performance on the stage. We had kids entered in story telling, preaching, and expressive reading that left the judges and the audience in tears on every occasion. My personal favorite was the vocal ensemble that our kids participated in. What was particularly amazing about their performance is that we had not planned on doing it. When we found out that the convention date had been moved up we canceled our vocal entry because it had received little rehearsal time and we felt would not be ready. Despite the forms detailing our cancellation we were still on the schedule to perform. We quickly found a song that all the kids knew the words to and Rebecca rehearsed it with the kids for about fifteen minutes. Maybe it was the rawness of their performance or their natural ability as signers but the kids gave a stirring and deeply moving presentation. Somehow in their music, all the pain they had been through and their perseverance despite it was expressed. They managed to push aside their own insecurities and shyness to truly pour their souls out in song. There was not a tearless eye in the hall and even I broke my normally stoic facade.
Our vocal, dance, reading, and preaching performances had impressed the judges so much that our kids were invited to perform once again at the evening rallies for all present. I'm not sure that our shy kids were entirely thrilled with the honor of performing in front of everyone but they did a good job nonetheless. It was clear that our kids had touched something in most of the other people in attendance. I believe it was not only their stellar performances but the fact that the performers were children whom four, five, six years ago were living on the street or bush and coping with conditions unimaginable in the States. It was truly a testament to all the blessings that these children have received but also to what all children, no matter their background, are capable of when nurtured, guided, and given the opportunity to test their talents.
 
One of our girls competed in an expressive reading category. She read an excerpt from a book by Mother Teresa. She truly brought the words to life as she recited the nun's plea for all to trust the poor...
"The greatest injustice done to our poor is that we fail to trust them, to love them. How often we just push and pull." -Mother Teresa, Total Surrender
Everytime we stopped to refuel on the trip down and back at least one, if not more, children came to our car window asking for a handout. They were routinely shoeless and dirty. It became an odd division to watch our kids look at them through the windows of the mini-bus. The tinted glass served as a mirror to their past, hopefully one never to be repeated in their lives. By fate, chance, luck, the grace of God, or whatever you have come to believe our children have been trusted with gifts and blessings that while humble by Western standards are great by Namibian standards. Through this endowment, these children have cultivated their minds, bodies, and spirits to serve as an inspiration to me; an example of what all people, rich, poor, young, and old, can achieve when the spark of the spirit is allowed to burn and not extinguished by preconception, distrust, and fear.
If there is one solemn prayer, it is that as these children grow and mature that they liberate themselves from the push and pull that Mother Teresa describes; a push from above that distrusts them and a pull from below that fears anything different. That they become the bearers of force on their own destinies, leaders of their communities, and pursuant not of temporal material wealth that corrupts so much of this continent and the world but examples of spiritual refinement in their love towards God and their brothers and sisters the world over.
It is a high calling for orphans but they are capable as long as their compass is true and we trust them to navigate their own paths. If they succeed we should all hope to guide our ships in their wake.